Life on Our Own

Living alone with someone can be burdensome sometimes.  without my former roommate to distract us, all we have are the kids and each other to interact with.  Most of the time that is good, but at other times it is really bad.  All my frustrations and fears get taken out on her because there is no where else for me to focus it.  At the same time, now I don’t have to worry about offending someone if I just want to cuddle on the couch and watch a movie.

I am not used to not working.  I am really stressed by not having money coming in (on my end.)  I feel like I am taking advantage.  I still have my child support and I paid a bunch of bills in advance so that we could survive semester to semester, but I am terrified she will be  overwhelmed.  She won’t leave me, but she will be angry, sullen, and unhappy.  I don’t want to be the cause of someone’s unhappiness.


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